Tuesday, August 2, 2011

More Than This

There are times
I am sad
There are times
I'm a crashing plane
Sorrow delivers by the moon
Daylight breaks, I try to smile
It seems I'm smaller now
Than I thought
Hold my crying soul
If I'm smaller now
Melt the ice in my heart

If I were to try
Take it to my soul
If I believed I could
Gave it everything
If I dream
Someday there will be more
Something More Than This

If I try
And I fail
All I gave
Was a waste of time
All I need is
A savior to take me away
They never came
It seems I'm smaller now
Than I thought
Hold my crying soul
If I'm smaller now
Melt the ice in my heart

If I were to try
Take it to my soul
If I believed I could
Gave it everything
If I dream
Someday there will be more
Something More Than This

All I want is something more
All I need is a spark
If I lost
Soldiers wounded from the fight
Was it worth everything?
Believe that it was
Live for the light
Believe that we can
Believe that I will Rise Again
Because I know that I can
And I'll live another day
Once again

If I were to try
Take it to my soul
If I believed I could
Gave it everything
If I dream
Someday there will be more
Something More Than This

Bombs

Underneath
Is a torn soul
That has risen from the ground
And wants to believe

But then a thunder
Crashes and knocks you down
You've fallen
But you will never hit the ground

You can drop Bombs
They might hit me
But they won't kill me
You can drop Bombs
They will explode
But I will be unstoppable

It's sad to see
You are broken down
You can't live like this
It's time to go

Ugly is
What they called you
It doesn't mean
That it's true

You can drop Bombs
They might hit me
But they won't kill me
You can drop Bombs
They will explode
But I will be unstoppable

A pure heart
Has been torn up
There has to be a secret treasure
That can be found

Just rise again
Rise for the future
Fly away into the sun
With-hold your destined power

You can drop Bombs
They might hit me
But they won't kill me
You can drop Bombs
They will explode
But I will be unstoppable

Ring The Alarm

Boredom takes me on a different ride
To the world of darkness
Headaches, feelings of confusion
This pain in my feet
It doesn't go away
If you sneak up to the rooftops
And scream up to the Heavens
Does he even hear you?
Does he even care?

Ring The Alarm
Ring The Alarm
Send out the call
Do what we can
Then in the end
We begin again

This summer feels like winter
It just feels so cold
If time wasn't so slipping
Maybe I could find a new light
Ocean waves, take me away
To a better place
Out of sight, just for a whole new mind

Ring The Alarm
Ring The Alarm
Send out the call
Do what we can
Then in the end
We begin again

I know God's out there watching me
We experience evil to learn how to live
So if lightning strikes me down
Let it be

Ring The Alarm
Ring The Alarm
Send out the call
Dow what we can
Then in the end
We will begin again

Echo

The sun is going down tonight
Your memory is slowly fading
I can hear your laugh in flashbacks
Why did you have to leave?
Everyone still needs you
I watched you walk out the door
And you were never seen again
Whenever I hear you now

It's only the Echos from the past
It's only the memories, Nothing real today
You will never come back
But I wish you would
The Echo comes and fades away
Just like a ghost

I remember the love you gave us all
You were always smiling so brightly
Then a deadly accident took you away
I don't like to think about it
It's too much to take in
A single teardrop falls
On the ticking clock
I can't believe 5 years gone by so fast
Whenever I hear you now

It's only the Echos from the past
It's only the memories, Nothing real today
You will never come back
But I wish you would
The Echo comes and fades away
Just like a ghost

Maybe if we scream to the sky
That "we need you"
Maybe you will come back from that faraway place
You had everything
And that's the saddest part
Now we only hear your Echo
Filling our souls
I watched you disappear
But you never came back

It's only the Echos from the past
It's only the memories, Nothing real today
You will never come back
But I wish you would
The Echo comes and fades away
Just like a ghost

Liberation Song

I chose life over love
It was so hard for me to do
But I finally was able to
Make it though the crazy winds
I looked through the trees
To the dark, Gray skies
On the edge of the lake
There is something I felt
This Liberation has taken over
This whirlwind of tumult is over now

I felt tied
I felt drowned in a pool
Then I heard the stars sing to me
They told me it will be okay
And I finally realized that
Life isn't so bad after all

I chose freedom over control
I no longer live for anybody else
I could easily sit and dread
Or I could pray to the lord
That I can make it through
It's been 16 years
And I'm still learning
Honestly I don't know what else to think

I felt left
I felt raked into leaves
But then I heard the stars sing to me
They said it was okay
And I finally realized that
Life isn't so bad after all

Thank you God for giving me strength
Cause you know lately I need it
I just hope one day I can fly away
But I can live here for now
I don't know what to believe
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know if I'm going down or
What's gonna happen next
All I know is this
I'm gonna enjoy the ride

Monday, July 25, 2011

Farewell Fantasy

So here I go again
I am guarded from light
The endless hours
Counted by the ticking clocks
Farewell Fantasy, I am leaving you behind
Farewell Fantasy, You won't come true
So I won't be back

I spent my lonely nights
Dreaming my perfect life
But I lost all sense of reality
I can forever change who I am
But what's the point?
It won't change anything
Tumultuous life will stay the same

It's easy to say
That I've been lost in time
It's been said that
I'm at war with my own mind
I am losing,
As the soldiers shoot bullets through my heart
My magical thinking gets me through the day
But it's taking over my life
So Farewell Fantasy, It's time to say goodbye
Farewell Fantasy, You will never come true
So I won't be back

I spent my lonely nights
Dreaming my perfect life
But I lost all sense of reality
I can forever change who I am
But what's the point?
It won't change anything
Tumultuous life will stay the same

My illusions are nothing but a fairytale
But when I wake up it's nothing but a tragedy
It's not real and it never will be
Through my confusing times
You have been there
But I think it's time I let you go
I think I can make it on my own
So Farewell Fantasy,
Thanks for the magical vacation
But I decide my own destiny
I can make reality my best friend
So Farewell Fantasy
This is goodbye

I spent my lonely nights
Dreaming my perfect life
But I lost all sense of reality
I can forever change who I am
But what's the point?
It won't change anything
Tumultuous life will stay the same
 

My Only Wish

To the sky
All my dreams
They fade away
As I sit here
Alone again
Bored to death
It's no surprise
If I could
I would jump so high
I could touch the heavens
But I'm stuck here
And this is My Only Wish
My wish to the God

I always wonder
What if my dreams had no limits?
What if I could fill my loneliness?
What if I could afford to do everything I want?
I always wonder if today will be the day
That everything changes for the better
The day I will find the one
I'm meant to be with
The day everyone I know
Will finally understand me
The day I'm no longer misunderstood
The day I will be loved
For who I am
These are so many things to wish for
But if I had one more chance
I would shout as loud as I can

To the sky
All my dreams
They fade away
As I sit here
Alone again
Bored to death
It's no surprise
If I could
I would jump so high
I could touch the heavens
But I'm stuck here
And this is My Only Wish
My wish to the Gods

I always wonder
What if my sister didn't think I'm worthless?
What if she understood who I was?
What I could burn away the hate?
I always wonder
If life will always be this cold
If I will always be so alone
If I can get a girl to love me back
I always wonder
If we can all just go to a place
Where nobody ever hated
There's only paradise

To the sky
All my dreams
They fade away
As I sit here
Alone again
Bored to death
It's no surprise
If I could
I would jump so high
I could touch the heavens
But I'm stuck here
And this is My Only Wish
My wish to the Gods

It seems like everything
Is fading away
Soon they'll all be gone
They'll be distant memories


To the sky
All my dreams
They fade away
As I sit here
Alone again
Bored to death
It's no surprise
If I could
I would jump so high
I could touch the heavens
But I'm stuck here
And this is My Only Wish
My wish to the Gods