Farewell Fantasy

So here I go again
I am guarded from light
The endless hours
Counted by the ticking clocks
Farewell Fantasy, I am leaving you behind
Farewell Fantasy, You won't come true
So I won't be back

I spent my lonely nights
Dreaming my perfect life
But I lost all sense of reality
I can forever change who I am
But what's the point?
It won't change anything
Tumultuous life will stay the same

It's easy to say
That I've been lost in time
It's been said that
I'm at war with my own mind
I am losing,
As the soldiers shoot bullets through my heart
My magical thinking gets me through the day
But it's taking over my life
So Farewell Fantasy, It's time to say goodbye
Farewell Fantasy, You will never come true
So I won't be back

I spent my lonely nights
Dreaming my perfect life
But I lost all sense of reality
I can forever change who I am
But what's the point?
It won't change anything
Tumultuous life will stay the same

My illusions are nothing but a fairytale
But when I wake up it's nothing but a tragedy
It's not real and it never will be
Through my confusing times
You have been there
But I think it's time I let you go
I think I can make it on my own
So Farewell Fantasy,
Thanks for the magical vacation
But I decide my own destiny
I can make reality my best friend
So Farewell Fantasy
This is goodbye

I spent my lonely nights
Dreaming my perfect life
But I lost all sense of reality
I can forever change who I am
But what's the point?
It won't change anything
Tumultuous life will stay the same
 

My Only Wish

To the sky
All my dreams
They fade away
As I sit here
Alone again
Bored to death
It's no surprise
If I could
I would jump so high
I could touch the heavens
But I'm stuck here
And this is My Only Wish
My wish to the God

I always wonder
What if my dreams had no limits?
What if I could fill my loneliness?
What if I could afford to do everything I want?
I always wonder if today will be the day
That everything changes for the better
The day I will find the one
I'm meant to be with
The day everyone I know
Will finally understand me
The day I'm no longer misunderstood
The day I will be loved
For who I am
These are so many things to wish for
But if I had one more chance
I would shout as loud as I can

To the sky
All my dreams
They fade away
As I sit here
Alone again
Bored to death
It's no surprise
If I could
I would jump so high
I could touch the heavens
But I'm stuck here
And this is My Only Wish
My wish to the Gods

I always wonder
What if my sister didn't think I'm worthless?
What if she understood who I was?
What I could burn away the hate?
I always wonder
If life will always be this cold
If I will always be so alone
If I can get a girl to love me back
I always wonder
If we can all just go to a place
Where nobody ever hated
There's only paradise

To the sky
All my dreams
They fade away
As I sit here
Alone again
Bored to death
It's no surprise
If I could
I would jump so high
I could touch the heavens
But I'm stuck here
And this is My Only Wish
My wish to the Gods

It seems like everything
Is fading away
Soon they'll all be gone
They'll be distant memories


To the sky
All my dreams
They fade away
As I sit here
Alone again
Bored to death
It's no surprise
If I could
I would jump so high
I could touch the heavens
But I'm stuck here
And this is My Only Wish
My wish to the Gods